Saturday, January 22, 2011

Bad Words, Very Bad Words

****EDIT: We ended up getting a new battery from Costco. All is well.****


i'm sitting here crying my eyes out. why? we got all ready to go out and run errands and our van won't start. we finally got a hold of someone (my visiting teacher) and her husband came over to give us jump. after 45 minutes of trying and charging, and nothing. so they took the battery to a car parts store to see if it's dead and charge it and may get a new one. i really don't care what they do, i just want it fixed.

all i can think of is that this better not be a sign as to what's to come in these next 8 weeks. i don't needs this today. i don't need this challenge. i just wanted to have a great weekend with my family before i lose my husband for what seems like forever. i don't want to have to worry about our van this whole time. i don't need the extra burden of all this crap.

i just want this weekend and the next few months to go smoothly and just be about the daily challenges in life. that's it. nothing more nothing less. (well, less would be great) i know i need to be strong but right now it's just not happening.

2 comments:

Amiee said...

Oh no!! I'm so sorry!! Everything will work out! You're amazing so nothing but good will come out of all this right? I hope it gets fixed soon!!

Jen said...

I'm so sorry that happened. Car trouble sucks all on it's on, but especially when you're alone with the kids. Glad you found a battery!