and it's to let you know i'm done. i can't do this anymore. i've got nothing else to share because our life is so totally messed up. maybe it's just me, but i feel like i'm being fake when i say how happy our family is. i'm not happy. so how can everyone else be? i'm tired of not being able to say what i want to say on my own blog because a few of you have really hurt my feelings when i have. i've got a big mouth with lots of opinions but a weak soul. what you say hurts more then what you think it will. i'm tired of feeling like i have to blog about holidays and birthdays and everyday life. i'm tired of sharing everything and getting nothing in return. i know i'm a tough person to like. i know that my big mouth gets me into trouble. i know this. i thought that maybe in this huge world, that someone might like me for what i have to say (besides all the other stuff about my family).
so that's it, i'm done. i'm going to crawl into my hole and not come out. this is NOT a cry for attention. just wanting to say my last good-byes to whomever actually reads this blog. so, good-bye. hope you have a nice life.
6 comments:
I read your blog (even if it is from a quiet distance where I don't comment)! I appreciate your honesty so much in this post--I feel like a lot of people put on a front about how happy life is for them which makes the pain of real life that much worse. If you do drop off the blog-o-sphere, I hope it helps bring more comfort to your life. You are a stronger woman than you think.
Awww, I'm sad! Although I completely understand why, I will be sad to not hear what you guys are up too (happiness, fake happiness, or anything for that matter). I guess we can still keep in touch through email/facebook right? You're a great example to me of a mother, even if you don't post about the not so happy things. I know that hard times come to the best of everyone. I hope I don't hurt your feelings and if I have/do...I'm SOO sorry! They're definitely not intentional! Anyway, just know that I have loved reading your blog and that it will be missed by me! Take care!
I read your blog too! Go google reader! Sorry I dont always have time to comment, I kinda check blogs like emails. I agree with you though that reading lots of blogs can make it seem like everyone else has better things going on- I just try to remember that everyone has tough times too, some people just choose to highlight the happier ones- whatever you choose to do, I hope it brings you more happiness and contentment. Comparing ourselves to others is like poison- stay far away its better for everyone involved. Sending love your way!
Just to let you know, I do read your blog and I appreciate what you write. Your kids are really cute and I know that life can get hard a lot of the times, but I hope that you can find some peace soon. I know that it might bug you to say, but just remember that everyone goes through hard things even if they don't put it on their blogs. I hope that things get easier soon.
I love your blogs and will miss them. Don't know what happened, but am sorry. I will certainly miss them. Keep in touch with your old mom. I love you.
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Well, that's too bad and I'm sorry you feel that you have to be fake on your blog too. I honestly LOVE blogs that tell it like it is. And you know I'm always a fan of you :) so if you ever decide to come back, just give a holler! Hoping your days are happier!
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